I had a dream where I was driving in a mall parking lot around and then I was speeding up I was then all the sudden switched to the the passenger seat and could stop the car but I still had to control it and I needed it to stop and so I drove head first into this metal fence of the mall building and then I got out of the car and was trying to call 911 and there kept being issues with the phone and then I asked someone else to help me with it because how frustrated I was getting with doing it and then I had explained to them what happened and then on the police report they just said something like “he crashed with concussion😂”. And then I remember trying to tell people that I crashed and what happened and how it happened and no one believed me and people were telling me how I just had an accident weeks before (I did in real life). And everyone thought I was crazy or lying or “that’s just Caleb”(I have autism and people think I’m “special”) and so then I was trying to figure out what I was going to tell the insurance company for them to cover it and then just accepted the situation and said I would just sold my car and decided I wouldn’t be driving anymore Then I woke up before I actually did it
This dream may symbolize feelings of lack of control and helplessness in your waking life. The initial part of the dream, where you are driving around in a mall parking lot and then suddenly switch to the passenger seat unable to stop the car, could represent a situation where you feel like you're not in control of your own life or certain aspects of it.
The car crash into the metal fence could symbolize a potential breakdown or obstacle that you are either currently facing or worried about facing in the future. Your frustration in trying to call 911 and the issues with the phone could reflect feelings of being unable to reach out for help or communicate effectively when you need assistance.
The part where people don't believe you and dismiss your experience as just another accident or as something that is expected of you because of your autism, could indicate a feeling of not being understood or heard by others in your life. It may also suggest a fear of not being taken seriously or being marginalized due to your condition.
Deciding to sell your car and give up driving could signify a desire to let go of certain responsibilities or burdens that are weighing you down.
Overall, this dream could be highlighting your feelings of vulnerability, frustration, and the need for support and understanding from those around you. It may be helpful to explore these emotions further in order to find ways to address them in your waking life.